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Saturday, July 26, 2008

this 2 fruitful days was spending together with my beloved sa karc.
stayed over at cock's hse yesterday nitex (:
hee. its was fun looking at those past photos and videos in leen's lappy.
i missed the past, but we couldnt go back to that time le ):
gonna be seperated with some of the clinques next semester, *sob*
seriously, i missed year 1 and year 2 life, where we all slacked together, kisiao together, pon lessons together, studied together. hais
hope all of us will still stay close in future (:
hahas i ish off topic riao, back to wad we did at leen's hse -
before we went to bed, we watched a movie(which i 4got the title alrdy).
we all watched dao wanna go to lalaland riao, so jiu din continue watch le
then chatted for awhile before we realli ish go to lalaland at ard 2plus am.
woke up @ ard 12plus in the afternoon, washed up, cam whore and we went for lunch. (:
after lunch, we shopped ard westmall before heading to jurong entertainment centre for kbox!
the service there was horrible yea, took ages to deliver neh's chips and my squid.
how we feel sia, tsk!
we sang until ard 7plus 8 den i went to mit baobei for dinner (:
below are some photos taken this 2 days (:


25th july 2oo8 - friday

qianyu . neh

yiling . qianyu

26th july 2oo8 - saturday

si karc [ e pajiao me ): ]

si karc :D

with kukuwith hen

with cock

at kbox with leen


what we could have been, 11:41 PM.
Friday, July 25, 2008

feeling so troubled over so many things.
things which i duno how to sae, things which i duno who i can confide in.
*sigh* my life is all screwed up now.
im trying very hard to be strong,
trying very hard to faced wad has alrdy changed,
trying very hard to act as if nth has happened,
but why does it seems so hard.
hais. all i could do ish to cry secretly.
totally hate this kind of feelings.
hais. i've lost everything.
all alone ...

what we could have been, 4:40 PM.
Thursday, July 24, 2008

todae was a super unlucky day for me.
woke up @ 3+am due to the kuku itchiness of my kuku eyes
feeling super giddy when i sat infrt of my dressing table.
tinking that i will be feeling much more better after getting more sleep, i went to bed again.
woke up @ 7+am and still im feeling giddy. ):
asked dad to fetch me to school and the 1st ting i gt off dad's car was to take e kuku lift up to l4 and rush to the handicap toilet to vomit.
how sway.
rested my head on the table and a director or whoever walked past and asked me not to do that. -_-
then on the way home on bus 13, at one of the stops at amk, a bunch of MIC board the bus.
one of the fugging MIC actually sat beside me and he din even realise his fcuking MIC leg kicked dao mine.
argh. pissed.
den when i yao alight at my stop de shi hou, dey oso alighting, and the MIC who sat beside me so no manners.
don't even noe how to say excuse me and keep pushing cos they wanted to get off.
duno they ish dun haf eyes or wad, cant they see we also wanted to alight.
NB! cant they just go back to there country. neh de!


what we could have been, 11:25 PM.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008

this is going to be a rojak post -

it's already week 9 of fyp and yet im still stuck with my kuku project.
seems lyk i wouldnt be able to finish the whole project in time.
hais. time is running out.
now im only left with ard 2 more weeks to do project and 1 week to do documentation.
*sigh* felt so helpless. hais.
spent 2 days of researching and i found nothing !
im so dead , very dead
any kind soul out there who is pro in asp.net can help me..! *sighx*


when will everyting go back to the past.
i noe i cant turn back time, but im still hoping for the day to come.
*sigh* i missed those few yrs of happy moments, but now it seems so far awy from me.
perhaps i should just accept what has already changed.
but yet, i will still keep trying to get make things changed for the better.
and i realli hoped it will. everything would be lyk the past.
i wished someone would understand how i feel, but where is the someone. *sighx* i duno..



todae is a very special day, its july e 23rd !! (:
1stly, its besties, romi's bdae (: *hugs*
2ndly, its our* 4mths anniversary. (:
3rdly, its a special day for yiling & eileen too. (:
so aint it a special day. hahas

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ROMI!
u're very missed! (i miss kyandi and kaela oso) (:

what we could have been, 12:29 PM.
Monday, July 21, 2008

*sigh* feeling so lost.
things have changed.
things aint lyk the past anymore.
i wished some things just wont changed,
i hoped everything could return to the past (but it aint gonna be the same anymore,ritex?).


TIRED OF EVERYTHING .

what we could have been, 12:40 PM.
Saturday, July 12, 2008

been feeling troubled over some matters recently.
din noe who to toke to, but luckily she* was there for me when i felt so lost and helpless.
thanks alot, my friend.
guess she's the one whom i can trust and confide in such matters thou we din meet up for mths alrdy (:
feeling much better alrdy, after hearing wad she had said to me.
woot!

what we could have been, 4:05 PM.

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